I was pretty inspired by the Easter Drama so well as the song "Stranger In Me" from "It's My Life! Musical" . So, I wrote a poem about Silas' thoughts after what Jesus had done for him.

It was so foolish of me,

To get caught up in the past

Of her death

And not see the future ahead of me

I think about what I have done 

A part of me cries out

How could I be so near and yet so far

Instead of looking at Him

I only saw my guilt

and that was also far from what He felt

Wherever His love for me came from

I couldn't comprehend

How could He had done so

He died on the cross for me

Whatever came from Him

It was more than a case of me and Him

He took it upon Himself

So I could be free

I don't want to live love

In the shadow of history

The future is not history

It is the here and the now

He is no longer a stranger

He became my Savior

He carry the weight of the cross

He died so I could live

I dont know what is coming

I'm not much of a guide

I've never been so low

As when she died

With every tear i cry

Was woe to him who shouts "Crucify"

It's so unfair how one mistake

Could make the deepest stake

I'm to blame for every single thing

"I'm never gonna make you pay

For what you could never ever owe

The debt is is mine and you should let it go

I'll carry the weight, for every single one"

Do I dare to love again

Or was it curse right from the start

Do I dare to pin my hopes and dreams in the canvas of my heart

"Go forth, its long forgiven"