Frustration

Felt like it has been raining on me for almost a year or so.

Just when I thought it was over, it seems to be raining again.

Probably i have too much skeletons,

Maybe God is saying this is my load to carry.

But....

Was all this what you all have in mind,

When I was a baby?

Now without a roof over my head to call my own,

It seems like there is nothing left to fight,

Nor anything to make it all ok.

They kept giving me a sunday school answer,

Please don't say, "it's temporary",

When it seems like its forever.

Just when she thought ignorance is bliss,

See where it has landed her now.

It hurts to know that it's gonna take me a long time

To climb back on my feet.

Don't try to say I just simply lost my way

I was being dragged to this war.

Never again will I want to anymore.

You chose to end it this way

And now you want to come back for more.

They may believed what you told them,

But I never will....

Never again.

Don't try to rob me of everything

Coz never again will I love you

I know you must have felt that it sucks

To see my face everywhere

And so do I

Now that I learnt the hard way

All because of you

I became so hard to trust

Everyone around me

As a child, my heart was shattered into pieces

I can't even piece it back together

And it felt as if someone has just hammered on the broken pieces

Probably it's not meant to be healed

I'm not gonna cry

For the same thing again

So broken on the inside

I guess it all don't matter anymore.