My child,

It's always easy for you to get caught in the past

And not see the future ahead.

You may be crying out,

Thinking how could I be so near and yet so far

My beloved child,

Look towards me

Instead of all the problems

You are going through

And let go

My precious child,

My love for you was not

A once upon a time

It was for now

Till the very end of time

My dearest child,

What came before you

Was really for you to grow

Don't blame yourself

For every single thing

I never want you

To live love

In the shadow

Of your past

Give all your burdens to Me

And I carry the weight

Facing the problem

With you

You might not know

What is coming

But look to Me

as Your guide

This may feel like

The lowest of your days

But every tear you cry

I'll give you peace

I will never make you pay

What you never owe

The debt is mine

And you should let it go

I have already paid the price

When I was strapped to the cross

So don't ever live life

In the shadows of your history

Go ahead and give your love

To those who require of it

Carry on writing the dreams

On the canvas of your heart

Keep your life pure

Let your life shine

Keep your heart strong

And carry on

Written by Abigail, dated 11 February 2010, 18.20

The issues weighing on my shoulder is getting heavier

Maybe God is saying this is my load to carry

I'm getting weary of all these constant fury

From this certain man who wouldn't let me go

Was this what you had in mind when I was a baby?

In my heart I can't stand shoulder to shoulder

With the man his name I carry

Is no longer my father

This roof over my head is no longer my shelter

What else more do you want with me?

You wouldn't stop repeating

Like a broken recorder

There's nothing left

To fight over

Nothing left for you to gain

So won't you just let it go

Why does things always happen to me

Every day I live with a dream

That one day

I'll fly away and bring my mum and sis with me

Written by Abigail, dated 17 Feb 2010, 17.50

Please Go Away

Please Go Away

Hey Dad,

Probably you are just thinking

That sis and I are just a mistake

Coz we did not grow up according to your plan

To become your source of income

And when you left us the other day

We are all so overjoyed

Thinking that it's the end

Of our agony

But then again

You came back, demanding so much from us

We have already lost much thanks to you

Won't you just go away?

You never ever approve of what I did

You always think I'm wasting my time

Doing the things I want to do

It always hurt when you disapprove all along

We will never be able to satisfy all your wants

Now that we have lost it all

All i could say is

We can't go back anymore

Say whatever you want about us

I will try not to think about it

Now that it's just too late

For me to go back anymore

Nothing will ever change the things you said

The only thing will gonna make this right again

Is that you will leave

And never ever come back at all

Written by Abigail, dated February 11 2010, 17.30

One Day I'll Fly Away

One Day I'll Fly Away (inspired from Moulin Rouge)

I live from day to day

In the hope of trying to survive

Instead of being who I am

Everyday I hoped that this would go away

For years I yearned

And yet it grew greater

I longed for nothing more

But just this....

That one day I'll fly away

How I wish I could fly away

And leave all this to yesterday

But I couldn't

Probably it's just a dream

The only source for my existence

But why live life from dream to dream

One day the dream will end

But from now, I long for that day

That I'll be able to fly away

Written by Abigail, dated February 11, 2010 at 17.00