Friday, September 25, 2009

Haven't blogged for a while now. Many things have happened, many things accomplished. Things to worry, things to fear. Ultimately, I wished, for a piece of mind. Just a thought, on what I truly feel this past few days.

Why Can't You Let Me Go? For once, I thought I'm emancipated
For once, I felt strong, I felt safe
For once, I felt that I could make it,
Without you by my side eyeing over me.
I wanna stay this way till the end of time,
But this is all a dream, when I saw you spying over us The other day.
Feeling of being cursed
Feeling of giving up
Probably I should
My future is going to be a history
O, won't you let me go? Now I'm shaking with fear I'm frighten,
but what for? Who made me a keeper
Of the mistakes that you have done
Now my heart is filled with miseries
Filled with the stains of yesterday
Why are we made to pay For the debt that you have made
It's so unfair
How your mistakes became ours
Now I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day Because of you
I cant be myself again

I was so young
You put me to shame
And now, 21 years of my life
I'm still crying for the same damn thing
On the day I was about to give up
I couldn't take it anymore
Then He came, and said to me,
"My child, don't give up. It's not over. Don't let anyone pull you down. Keeping fighting on."