Life

In 2005/2006, I always felt that my days are numbered.

NOW, IM FEELING THE SAME WAY TOO. MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED? OH NO.

Randomness that matters

Haven't blogged for weeks. Or should i say...more than a month. STOP bugging me to update. So irritating you know.

This blog post is going to be random. Everything gel up in one post.

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Finished all my modules for the term. Learnt a lot of lessons from it. Learnt to be wise, confident etc.

So glad HRM is over. Can't stand that module coz i don't like Human Resource Management.

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found people who supports my vision and dreams. So for those 'unbelievers' of my dream, i can't blame you, nor be mad at you. But what i can say is....I know one day you will see the big picture of what im going to create.

"Creation is always the union of both talent and suffering"

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I found out the reason why i love fashion. Fashion is complex and yet it is open. It is not judgmental but it is full of critics to help bring it to a whole new level. Loving fashion for what it is. A way to help me express myself without holding back.

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Dreams. I love to see things. But sometimes i would rather not dream. Have been speaking to some people about my dreams and i think most of them don't believe. But it doesn't matter to me anymore. I used to think that it matters. But now i have a renewed mindset about it.

"What you are seeing is just bits and pieces of the future that is about to come".

So, it doesn't matter anyway if who i dreamt of know about it.

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I realised the importance of time. We are living in a time-poverty world right now. In order to carry on this fight of faith, a christian has got to know that we are running out of time. Don't spend time on unnecessary things that will waste your time/life away. Keep focusing on the goal of your race. For that is what you will get if you don't lose heart.

There is no shortcuts in this. BUT there is always the presence of distraction. Sometimes, distraction will come and it's up to you to decide to stay focus. Once we get distracted, it means there is lesser time to work for the kingdom of God.

Probably you may think that that means there is no time for personal stuff etc. I dont mean that. Distraction is more of like things that will pull you away from your goal. Rather than drawing you closer in. ALWAYS REMEMBER, THERE IS A SEASON FOR EVERYTHING. IF IT IS NOT THE SEASON FOR YOU RIGHT NOW, DON'T JUMP ON THE BANDWAGON AND GO WHEN YOU THINK IT IS TIME. REMEMBER TO FOLLOW GOD'S TIMETABLE.

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Sometimes, it is easy to get caught with what you are facing now, and not see the future ahead. I think about you, a part of me cries out you. It is not only me who felt that way, but some around too. Whatever came before you, is more than meets the eye. I don't want your future to be history. Arise, my friend. Look at the bigger picture. Hate us for life, we will still feel the same way. You may not know what is coming, and I am not much of a guide. But we are feeling so low right now whenever we see that. Wake up, my friend. You may not treat us as your close friends, but just remember, we really do care for you.

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Accusations is coming my way soon. Im putting on my armor already. What i promise not to say, i won't. It's just that it is getting too obvious, and what you try to make it sounds like you are right, in fact, you are wrong. But it doesn't matter, trials and tribulations i have been through. It is just a stage that i have to go through again i guess. But i think it's going to be a waste of my time. Coz it's not me. Seriously. Go bark the right tree, see within yourself. Look at the actions you take. Probably you will realise what you are doing now, is like....self-invited "persecutions" or "judgements". You don't want it, but yet you make it so obvious. Oh man. Help. God. Help.

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There are million maps in my head. Too many. So i really need a compass and a bag of rocks.

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I always like to analyze people's words one sentence at a time if it means something. I felt that the sort of persuasion, i'm sorry, i don't buy it. Just to let you know, i don't like to cover up for you.

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They are not ready yet. Help.

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When are they coming back? Am missing them...

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My birthday is coming soon!

I want:

• A balmian jacket
• A leather jacket
• New pair of jeans
• Ed hardy
• Accessories
• Bag- big enough to put laptop, notebook etc. Must be stylish looking.
• Wardrobe change
• Metronome
• Money
• Tickets to watch Lady GaGa
• Borders vouchers, Kinokuniya vouchers. BASHEER vouchers
• Wallet
• Shoes

Wow...the list goes on and on.

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Ok. Signing off.

P.S If you think that I'm talking about you, maybe you are right, maybe you are wrong. Discern for yourself, use your 6th senses if you believe in 6th sense haha!