Heartfelt poem

Julia wrote this poem for me when she found out what happen to my bass guitar. My dad just sold it off,making it seems invaluable but in fact, it is valuable to me in many ways. A great shout out to Julia for your care and concern and really appreciate all that she has gone for me. I thank God for her and may God bless her in everything she does.


Is it worth
is it worth the tears
you broke my heart for the umpteenth time
you, a man i still call dad

is it worth fighting for
you tore my art pieces and sold my guitar
you destroyed my world over and again

is it worth living on
you trample on everything we have
you stooped so low to keep up with your dirty gambling vice
you make the home a desperate, unwelcoming den

Every tear I cry
somebody comforts me from above
Everytime I fight
my passion for art and music strengthens
And I will choose to live
to tell a story that will bring hope to the anguished

~Copyright by Julia.

Rock On! FOP and Singfest 2008

Festival of Praise is on the 1st to the 3rd of August 2008. I went only on one day this year, the 1st of August. Well, this year a new band got invited to lead in the praise and worship for the entire session and they are known as the Parachute Band. I dont wanna comment much on them but anyway, they are just great.

Singfest 2008. Aug 2-3rd 2008. I went for the 2nd day. The ticket is $200 plus. I got it for free. Thank God for it. anyway, what i really like most of it is that it is outdoor. Though its crowded, but i just love loud music everywhere, but absolutely not in contained room. My favorite of the entire line up would be Pussycat Dolls but that is also my worst experience. Anyway, i was hanging out together with the church backup vocalist June and two others and before it was pussycat dolls, we decided that we want to move to the front to watch them. Indeed, the front view is great but not when you are standing behind a bunch of caucasians who doesn't seem to realise that their height is a turn off for those behind them, us asians. We talk to them nicely, but it doesn't work. Oh well. Anyway, we then try to squeeze side ways. But again, caucasians. This time, it was a woman. She is so sweaty with her tube top and amazingly, her boyfriend and his family actually brought red wine there. haha. Its fun and all but what makes me go irk is just her sweat touching my arms. The first thing i did when i reach home, is to scrub myself clean. haha. Anyway, i didn't take any photos as i didn't bring my camera. For more info, visit Singfest 08 website. haha

SMET hoodie

I was just going through the net, when i saw this picture of Tara Reid with the same hoodie that i have. Hmm. I wonder how she kept hers so clean. Probably she only wear it once. haha.