Depressed?

Depression for me now, only last few minutes. I'm suffering one right now. So here's a video that describe how i feel. Its only temporary. It will be gone in .........5........4.........3........2..........1. I'm fine again. Haha. Welcome to my life where depression is nothing but a mood swing. As my name goes, "God is joy". So i will be filled with God's joy. He is a God who is full of joy, not of sorrow.

What do you go to school for?

this is what they go for school for. I hope the students that i teach go to school for a better reasons than this. Haha. My all-time favorite song.

The pursuit of Cinderella or is it plain stupidity?

As a child,
I have been told,
Of tales of cinderella.
Hearing of the happy ending
I would wish upon the stars,
Wanting to become just like her.

Thinking i could be like her,
Like any girl would hope,
With nothing good to show,
Only a desire
To fulfill that cinderella's wish.

I dream of cinderella,
Am on my knees,
Pleading for her glass shoe,
Waiting for a perfect moment,
Till i found my prince charming.

Probably,
There are many glass shoes in this world,
Probably,
You are a cinderella too,
Only waiting to say, "I do".

.........................................Penned by Abigail.


Disease's growing, its epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and i'm going crazy
I can not take it any more

Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
Thats what i wanna see

................taken from Pink-Stupid Girls

Go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9n8QHCkPLA to watch Stupid Girls video. (if you are interested).

Guess how is this video made

Its Not Where You Are From, Its Where You Are At

After a hard day at work or in school, one deserves to head down to the big screen. The enjoyment of seating in a big comfy chair, eating gloriously sinful food, great graphics and music that rock your world, it feels like heaven on earth. BUT this does not happen everytime, it only happens when you get to watch a movie with contents that deserve a standing applause.

Did i just waste my money watching a movie that last two hours, or have i just spend the time wisely? I have learnt lessons from this movie, such as the quote stated in my entry title. "Its not where you are from, its where you are at". This talks a lot about ignoring your background and start from where you are. It doesn't matter the failures that you experience previously, the many shortcomings or stumbling blocks you have in your life, what matters the most, is actually picking yourself up on your feet, start from where you are, to go to where you want to be at, going for what you stand for, what you believe it. (oh sharks, a run on sentence).

Though i think the storyline is quite a typical type that suits the theme of the movie, i appreciate the time spent and would not regret it because i managed to see someone i have been wanting to see wishing that all is well with that individual. Anyway, time spent with friends will take away all sorts of stress for me, but it works differently at times too.


If you are wondering what movie i'm talking about and is sick and tired of me beating about the bush, here goes the movie poster.